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Why does love have to hurt so bad?
I don’t know. I don’t want to
feel so happy because I know it’ll only be followed by intense pain of having
to love somebody who has never AND can never be MINE. I don’t even know what to
feel anymore. I want to feel numb from all this pain. I want to be as cold as
ice. But if I become like that, how can I experience loving you?
I loved you too much to the point
of letting you go. I let you follow your own path for three years. I made you
follow your own path, even though it meant you were to go farther from me.
That’s how much I loved you.
I went my own way in the hope of
finding you again. But it was all too soon that I realized that we were going
towards opposite paths. You, with your back turned against me. And me, standing—
waiting for you to turn and face me. I waited but that time never came. I
followed my own path in sheer hope that I would meet someone who would make me
feel my worth. I walked and followed my dream for three years. Yes, three years
of never turning back to face you. I was, in a way, successful in forgetting
you. I shifted my attention to things which would not remind me of you. It was
all too good to be true.
It has only been quite a while
since we crossed paths yet again. I never expected— even wanted to see you. I
knew we were on opposite paths, but how come we met once again? Maybe we were
meant to be in this circular path which would only bring us back together again.
Maybe it is fate’s way of telling us we can never be on opposite roads, for
life would only bring us back together at some point.
I expected you to be there for
me. To be happy to see me. For us to be just like before.
+hmm. haven't finished writing (typing) this one up. maybe it's because i still am confused.. hay.. hirap talaga ma-inlove+
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