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xanga photos videos blogrings metros profiles   Wednesday, July 05, 2006 Currently Listening Liwanag Sa Dilim - Philippine Tagalog Music CD see related i'm really confused right now. i dunno if i really love somebody or if i just am infatuated with him, though i think the latter is more likely. i need TIME. 4:59 AM - 7 views - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it Sunday, June 25, 2006 Currently Listening Iris By Goo Goo Dolls see related for you     sorry. 10:01 AM - 8 views - add eprops - add comments - email it Wednesday, March 01, 2006 Currently Listening Lights and Sounds By Yellowcard see related Why does love have to hurt so bad?   I don’t know. I don’t want to feel so happy because I know it’ll only be followed by intense pain of having to love somebody who has never AND can never be MINE. I don’t even know what to feel anymore. I want to feel numb from all this pain. I want to be as cold as ice. But if I become like that, how can I experience loving you?   I loved you too much to the point of letting you go. I let you follow your own path for three years. I made you follow your own path, even though it meant you were to go farther from me. That’s how much I loved you.   I went my own way in the hope of finding you again. But it was all too soon that I realized that we were going towards opposite paths. You, with your back turned against me. And me, standing— waiting for you to turn and face me. I waited but that time never came. I followed my own path in sheer hope that I would meet someone who would make me feel my worth. I walked and followed my dream for three years. Yes, three years of never turning back to face you. I was, in a way, successful in forgetting you. I shifted my attention to things which would not remind me of you. It was all too good to be true.   It has only been quite a while since we crossed paths yet again. I never expected— even wanted to see you. I knew we were on opposite paths, but how come we met once again? Maybe we were meant to be in this circular path which would only bring us back together again. Maybe it is fate’s way of telling us we can never be on opposite roads, for life would only bring us back together at some point.     I expected you to be there for me. To be happy to see me. For us to be just like before. +hmm. haven't finished writing (typing) this one up. maybe it's because i still am confused.. hay.. hirap talaga ma-inlove+ 3:41 AM - 12 views - 2 eprops - 2 comments - email it Tuesday, February 21, 2006 Currently Listening Stop All the World Now By Howie Day Collide see related grabe, im so sleepy. i just got off the bus from manila about 9 hours ago and i'm really really tired. and, i still need to write a lousy mini-thesis for my sociology class tomorrow. wah. i just want to rest right now. hai. nga pla, did i tell you i'm studying in baguio right now? hehe.  it really  sucks to be away from the people you love so much,  but i guess all my sacrifices would pay off in the end. hay... i gotta go. i still have my physics class. sir al*  na!! tata~ <3 +nax, a 'the One'-less post.. medyo ok kasi kami ngayon. hihi. < 3+ *sir aladdin jasmin. (nice name, eh? *a whole new world*) my physics prof who's HotTer than the sun. haha. exag!! 2:39 AM - 6 views - add eprops - add comments - email it Sunday, February 19, 2006 Currently Listening Goodbye My Lover By James Blunt see related to the one i love most. ~~~~~ i love you. i waited for so long to tell you this. but neither time nor destiny allowed me to. it was as if the whole world was against my love. a love that has proven to be strong despite all difficulties.   i just have one thing to tell you. something i've kept for the past two years or so. i waited for this moment for so long. i would give up everything just for you to know that..   i love you and i always will. ~~~~~~ *looks up* wrote that last year. haha. *sorry guys. i still have this hangover. haha. it's just that.. hmm. never mind. =p hai. it's just that i don't want to risk losing 'the One' again. i lost 'the One' once and i don't wanna lose 'the One' again. i thought i was over 'the One' but it seems otherwise. i am (still!) hopelessly in love with him/her. argh. i hate this feeling. i don't want to hope but... naguguluhan ako.. help? ...  footnote: nga pla, i'm bi. as in bisexual. just wanna let you know. hope you won't judge me for being a bisexual. =p i think growing up in an exclusive girls' school made me like this. but i don't mind. i'm happy with my sexuality. hehe. =p by the way, i won't disclose if 'the One' is a girl or a guy. i'll leave that to your imagination. =p 11:13 AM - 1 view - add eprops - add comments - email it Next 5 >>

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